Ugh this is just something I can believe when I hear it.
My fiance have told me so many times that I’m beautiful, but to be honest I never believe him.
I actually don’t believe anyone when they say I am beautiful.
Because like when I tell everyone, when I look in the mirror I see a fat ugly person.
I am on the heavy side and always have been, and personally I don’t think I am beautiful.
I’ve been told you have issues with yourself then, if I do oh well its MY opinion.
I think I am this way is cause all through school even through High School that’s all I heard was fat & ugly.
I have already thought that when my son gets older he is going to be embarrassed by his mom cause of my looks, but I’ve been told no that won’t happen.
I guess I do have issues, but its nothing I can fix I’ve heard it for so many years even my xbf’s family did it to me.
Like seriously look at me…so damn ugly.
My fiance and I try to do a pic of the two of us and he hates how many pic we end up taking cause I just hate how I look in them.
Also I hate make-up I believe in true beauty, people who were make-up is a afraid of what people will think of their true beauty.
I know I sound crazy saying that when I have issues with myself’s beauty.
So I need whomever reads this HONEST opinion am I ugly or beautiful and am I crazy cause I think this all cause I grew up hearing it?